Monday, May 31, 2004

nothing much happen today. whole day stay at home rot. so nth much to type. cya everyone! God bless!!!

Sunday, May 30, 2004

i'm here to blog again. didnt came to blog coz reach home quite late and was too tired.

yesterday was yeemun brithday party. was held at geogary (did i spell wrong?) condo. had bbq and oso play a lot. took some photos too. can go my pic site to see.

before bbq went out with yee mun and iris coz mun wan to cut and dye her hair. den went back home. and meet up my old friend at j8 for awhile before going to the bbq.

reach home around 11 plus. got a small conflict with dear again. duno wat happen to him nowadays. kinda change a lot i think. anyway having cold war now again.

was staying at home for the whole day. didnt do much things. just watch tv den do my english holiday homework. den went to took a nap. kinda boring today. some more tml oso no program wonder wat am i going to do. some more vanessa gonna be quite busy for this holiday. me got to be bored to death. but lucky 3rd week of holiday got camp for the whole week. keke.

well anyway i will stop here. cya everyone. call me out if u wan k. God bless!!!

Friday, May 28, 2004

not a bad day today. went to school and have service day, clean tables and chair. so super dirty. den school was dismiss at 10. went home after that and watch tv. den was so sleepy so went to sleep till about 3. woke up and get ready for teacher-meet-parent session.

mr. tay was not bad. didnt much bad things about me. and for my mum she just say i have to work hard, mr. tay oso say so. he say if i dun work hard i might go to ite. canot ar! must work hard ar! i den dun wan to go to ite!

after that went to tao payoh central for shopping. see so many things on sale. haha... so happy. but too bad didnt buy all. just a new jeans skirt going on sale and so... cant say! haha.. wanted to buy a top to wear during my cousin's wedding but still canot make up my mind weather i wan it anot. so maybe going back next week.

at last it holiday already. so super happy. can enjoy. but at the same time there is lots of homework from school teacher and oso school activity. i wonder how i would spent my holiday. hope it will be fun! anyway i will stop here. God bless!!! Cya!

Thursday, May 27, 2004

back here blogging.... keke... not a veri bad day today... not bad not bad... keke... quite a slack day today... go school... first period is social studies. mr. anba so good.. help me and iris to donate the red cross draw tickets... our best friend wat... haha... den got to do, coz everyone dun wan to studies... so i read story book.

after social studies went to hall for some cpr training. haha.. actaully dun have to go one. coz i know already... but go there waste time so its alright. den got this sec 2 BB boy teaching us how to do cpr. i was wondering why they didnt call the red cross members to do it. but anyway its okay. i keep on disturb the sec 2 boy. coz he duno how to teach. haha. sorry dun mean it. but it REAL wat. haha. :P

after the cpr thingy went for early recess. early for about 20 mins. so fun... haha... after recess... accounts period. nothing to do... so read story book again... read until fall asleep. think i'm too tired already... coz yesterday didnt sleep afternoon nap and oso sleep quite late coz was typing the camp proposal. gonna type finish later... keke... so happy. den last 2 period was maths... after school went to buy yee mun birthday present.

so bored... have to start typing proposal soon! tml got parent meet teacher session.. die already ar!!! my result was so... diao~ and so worry mr tay will complain about me. will tell u all tml about wat happen. got to stop here. cya God bless!!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

tired day. too lazy to blog. maybe blog tml. cya god bless!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

tired day for me. went to school today. nothing much happen. just slacking all the way. coz dun have any lessons. after school went back home. den went out to give out flyers around my house area with iris and yee mun. so fun. gonna give out agian tml. keke. just 2 days onli. today and tml. so much to give out about 1300 per person. we go to block to block to give out in letter box. most of them we put 2 pierces. so faster give out finish. keke. this is a secret. canot say out!

haha. actually was not suppose to do that. but no choice we want to finish everything. suppose to work from 3.15 to 6.15. but we finish at 5.45. and some more we took quite a few breaks. about 45 mins was gone. haha. so fun! i like this kind of job.

well gonna start typing my proposal again! rushing time! tml going for learning journey. to discovery centre. hope its fun and not boring. well anyway stop here. cya. bye! God bless!

Monday, May 24, 2004

i'm here to blog again. nothing much really happen today. just a bored day for. except had to stay back for red cross meeting for the camp in june. but something really bad happen today. got punch by benjamin on my right eye. not really a punch. coz when he leave up his hand, i was about to stand up. so like that.

at last had finish all the camp thingy. now onli left typing out the proposal thing. and i have to rush after i finish blogging. got to hand up the proposal by friday. poor me. cant play com games until i finish all the things.

anyway got a argument with my dear. still in cold war now. guys are forever guys. cant stand u all at all~! was reading ah hau blog just now. was so glad he was so devoted into christ!!! amen! and i realise that i'm a slacker christian~ oh no how. got to do something about it. maybe after my n level. anyway i will stop here cya everyone! God bless!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

tring day man~! got up early today! 5am in the morning. all thankz to the Big walk thingy. so tired! some more onli got 3 and half hrs sleep onli. duno why nowadays cant sleep must wait for quite a long time den will fall asleep. so so super tired.

so early in the morning. went to take bus myself. was so happy to see a few ppl waiting for bus with me. but after 851 had came. all the ppl had gone! left myself alone. so scary!! haha! but its okay. i'm not a girl~ not yet a women~ lols!

den wai ho get up the bus saw him. haha. den meet up with iris den saw hanting ( lao liang ) haha waiting for train. den went to school together. was so super early. the sun was still not up yet.

aiyo. something paisae happen to me today. fall off the slope at my school there. so paisae!!! but lucky not many ppl saw me fall. keke. den got up the bus and heading to kallang stadium. so many ppl was there already. some already start walking already.

after everything was over that was around 10.45am. den went home. so dirty and sweaty and tired. reach home bathe and watch tv. after that went to sleep.

well after this nothing really much happen. just rot at home. next week is the last week of school le. so happy. cant wait for holiday. keke. but so worry when holiday come, no money to use. coz i always want to go out. how?? got to think of a new way. keke.

anway i will stop here. cya. Bye! God bless!!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

boring day for me!!! nothing much happen today. woke up sweep floor and get ready to go out for red cross meeting. shouldnt had gone for the meeting, they dun need me at all. i was there slacking and doing nothing. actually my jobs will always be the last one to do. coz i am the one who do all the admin work, typing out all the proposal thingy. see they slowly do their things, later i got to rush my jobs. but who cares. i think i can make it. haha.

after the meeting went to cold storage and ntuc to check out the price. again i dun have things to do. after everything had end, went to walk walk with iris, shuling and hui xin. got to see this bottom quite nice. maybe i going to buy. but i going broke! no money left! bought birthday gife for qian ling. still owed ah hau one bday present. and yee mun brithday is coming! oh gosh! duno how to manage my money at all!!!

went home after that. got some argument with my mummy. think she being unreasonable or something. argue over a string of my hair. just 1 string onli. coz was drying my hair den didnt saw my hair fall to the floor. and my mummy saw it, she dun wan to help me to pick up and scolded me for being lazy! well i'm not lazy just that i didnt see it. cant u just help me to pick up when u see it. forget about this matter. so pissed off!

think something wrong with my dear. msg him he didnt reply back. so worry for him. duno wat happen to him. think i gonna call him later.

well anyway i got to stop here. tml going for the Big walk thingy. got to walk for 10km!!! tired!!! cya God bless!!

Friday, May 21, 2004

slack day for me. nothing much happen! keke.
bye cya God bless!

Thursday, May 20, 2004

boring day for me again. nothing much happen today. seem like slacking the whole day in class except for soical studies, maths and chem lesson. got time to rest and of coz talk with friends.

tell u all ar. for my june holiday got one whole week got to waste on a stupid camp itself ar. first was the cca leadership camp. den to red cross camp. and its continuous one. except for one day rest. the leadership camp is from 14th to 16th. den red cross camp was from 17th to 19th. can die ar!!! one whole week is gone like that. onli left 3 weeks. wonder how am i going to enjoy this june holiday. maybe will be studying.

anyway will stop here! cya! God bless!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

didnt come to blog yesterday. coz was too busy doing my things till forgot. bad day for me today. really veri sad for my mid year result. thought i did quite well but in the end it turn out to be like that. wonder how am i going to take my n level. i cant blame the teachers for marking the papers too stictly. coz i didnt work hard anyway. think i cant wait will july den start studying already. i must start now. if not i will be the one losing out.

today got my chinese oral perlim. did veri badly. i'm the last one and have to wait for everyone to finish. so poor thing. and for the passage reading everyone read the last paragragh, for me have to read all. so unfair and make it more words duno how to read. and my friends told us wat the question teacher gonna ask us during oral period. and i thought of lots of ideas already. but in the end when come to my turn, i forgot everything. too nervous already ar!

got to stop here now. cya God bless!

Monday, May 17, 2004

hmmm.. monday blue.... so bored... nothing to do... went to school of coz... get back quite a few subjects already... did quite badly for this mid year... so sad... how? got back chinese, maths, accounts and history. pass all except chinese!!! fail by 2 marks!! so sad... haiz... now left science, english and soical studies to go... so worry. i confirm my science gonna fail veri badly... so i cant fail my english and soical studies already...

hmmm reach home quite early today.. came online and download songs... then went to sleep from 3.30pm all the way to 6.30pm... so nice! keke.

so bored at home now. onli can watch tv and come online. nothing to do at all. coz no homework and duno wat to study. gona rot at home... not like last week. so cool keep on studying, though is tiring but is fun. coz like the way i rush myself to do last min work. hehe. kind of pian tai but i just like it. but now is super bored! nth to do!

anyway i will stop here. cya everyone! God bless!

Sunday, May 16, 2004

great day today...! woke up early today of coz to do house work before going to church. have a great feeling going back there! well didnt turn up for service for about a month already. coz really busy about studies.

today pitching was about prayer again. well everytime we pray and when it turn works. we will say the same slogan, that is "prayer works" or " God had answer our prayers" but for a better slogan thats wat the pastor had taught us is " If u pray, God's wills will happen" and i think this is true. dun u all think so? all the things i pary to God, He will always answer back to me. although sometimes it take a long time, but i believe He has his own reasons.

was quite happy, vanessa's mum is alright already, and heard that she is going to transfer to normal ward. so happy for her. vanessa if u are reading this i wan to tell u that. always be strong, coz God is always beside u! :)

after church service went to have my lunch den walk walk a while and go home already. weather was quite hot this few days. so dun really wan to stay out too long. rather be back home to sleep. keke.

anyway i will stop here, tml going back to school already, so worry getting back my result. but no choice have to face the facts. as how much efforts u put is equal the result u get back. cya everyone! God bless!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

tired day for me! came home at 10 just now. well today didnt went to sentosa. coz was too late when we wanted to go. so change the place back to orcahrd again. keke. nothing better to do rite?

walk walk and oso sit down talk talk. so fun. veri long dun have this type of lifstyle already. tml going to town again. keke. but dear's leg got injured, wonder how he is going to walk. maybe just sit down there. duno...

vanessa mum operation ok already! so happy for her. Our heavenly Father got heard my prayer!! so happy! and for my friend jie hau he accepted christ today. so many good things happen today so good.

well i'm veri tired now. so tired. gonna rest. cya everyone! God bless!!!

Friday, May 14, 2004

i'm here again. today was a slack day for me. no school wat. so can sleep until veri late. woke up at 9 plus today. den nothing to do. so sweep floor den came online until veri late. den rest after that went out with vanessa walk walk at J8. so bored at home. nothing to do.

so sian tml. think tml going to sentosa and play. hehe. well... nothing much really happen already. suppose to go to orchard today but kelly and yee mun canot make it so post poned to tml.

nick say now blogging for him is veri bored already. den he say dun understand why i can type so much thing in it. keke. i oso duno why. maybe its because i always do it at the end of the day, but he always do it in the afternoon.

well anyway i will stop here everyone! God bless! must take care k. weather not veri good.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

yipee! my last paper had end at last. at last can enjoy a little bit. so stress up the last few days. study and study and study. at last can come online and play games and surf net for a long time le. keke. den oso can go out enjoy already. haha. so happy.

today go rebond my hair. still the same. nothing much change. but the aunty help me to cut my hair in front until veri short i dun like. den oso like veri ugly ar! so regret. should not call her cut ar! feel like crying. how am i going out to see ppl? must put hair extention. but no choice. have to wait for maybe a few months for it to grow back.

today so tired. anyway tml no school. so can sleep till veri late. keke. anyway i will stop here! cya everyone! God bless!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

i'm here again to blog. today is wednesday ar! got accounts paper 2 today. well.. its not really easy but oso not really hard. average. i'm so worry cant get at least a a2 for my accounts. how?! tml is last paper already. accounts paper 1. hope tml can do well.

just now was practising my accounts. trying to recall everything i had learn. still not bad la. still can make it. anyway still got tml. coz tml paper start at 9. so dun need to go to school so early. can wake up late! keke!

after tml paper can start slacking a little already. but not too slack. coz major exam haven come! well anyway i will stop here. God bless. cya everyone!

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

just here for about 20mins and i got to go already. have to continue studying my accounts. still half way through. so difficult. and the worst part is that there is no more time left. unless i sleep late. but i'm real tired. really hope tml can do well.

today was not really a good day for me. for maths paper 2 i got quite alot of careless mistake. forgot the square thingy. and have to minus quite alot of marks. and physics. even worst! forget alot formula. and for MCQ got alot questions wrong already. getting ready to fail my science! the last and onli hope is accounts. really hope can do super well in tml and thursday paper. but i dun think so i can make it. :(

bad things happen within me and my dear again. haiz. always like tt one. oso duno why. hope tml will be a better day. anyway i will stop here. cya everyone! God bless!

Monday, May 10, 2004

i'm here to blog again. so bored. just finish studying physics. total 15 chapters ar. tml got maths paper 2 and physics paper. so scary ar!! all so difficult papers.

hmm... today paper was still quite okok. canot say easy or difficult. just nice. anyway 3 more days den my exam end le!! so happy. cant wait to go out.

now watching s.h.e vcd. happy 2004. while typing this blog. hmmm... i found a new template already! keke. but wun come up till maybe wednesday. coz too busy to do it. so have to wait a little more k. hope u all dun mind. keke.

anyway i will stop here! cya! God bless!!

Sunday, May 09, 2004

itchy hand of mine. now my blog template is gone. have to make a new one!

helo. i'm here again! keke. so bored today. nothing already happen. just have to study my chemistry and maths. coz tml is again exam!! oh gosh!

think i had been slacking too much this weekend and forget all about studies already. so now have to rush reading though everything. always last min me. canot stand it!

well anyway i will stop here everyone! back tml! cya! God bless!

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Saturday, May 08, 2004

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i'm here again! keke! i like today man! so good and slack. was staying at home for the whole day but onli went out with mummy to market. accompany her wat.

well nothing much happen today. just didnt really study today. so i think i gonna study hard tml. monday going to have math paper 1 and chemistry. gonna start studying tml. but lucky the killer papers had finished so can relax a little. just a little bit, not alot. keke.

i'm slacking at home for the whole day. nothing to do. so talk on the phone with my dear. den went to sleep for about 3 hours.

hmmm... well anyway i will stop here. nothing much to say already. cya. God bless!

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Friday, May 07, 2004

i'm here to blog again. was a tiring day for me. woke up at around 3.45 going to 4am to study my history. was buring mid night oil ar! cant believe i'm actually doing this. studied till 5.30 den went to have my breakfast coz bathe. coz today suppose to have the stupid red cross thingy. but it rain, so was cancel, make me go to school so early for nothing. so angry. some more the rain was so big! hate it man! i was caught in the rain!

was so tired while doing my paper. first paper was chinese. fall asleep while doing paper. but thank God, i had finish my paper. there is actually enough time to do the whole paper, but quite a few question i dun understand. second paper was history. killer paper! forget a few points. but manage to write some points as i got studied when i woke up at 3+ lucky didnt fall asleep. coz God had heard my prayer!

was so tired today so sleep right after i have bathe when i reach home. den got tuition. playing some games coz english paper had already finished. hmmm... i still got 3 more subject to go and 4 more days to go. science, maths and accounts. gonna start studying tml. but for today i'm going to rest. and gain back my energy so i'm able to walk a longer way. keke.

i'm feeling so sad! how?! haiz. everything is not going so smoothly for me. this is what i think. hmmm... ppl always broke their promises and forgot wat they had ever said or promise. well, as i always say dun believe wat ppl say. onli actions will show. believe me! but its okay ar. they wun feel guilty can already. but one day they will know and understand. happiness wun last forever.

well anyway i will stop here! cya everyone! study hard for ur paper k? Pray for me too! thankz! God bless!

Thursday, May 06, 2004

my mind is gone. i'm here to blog again! today weather was cold and rainy! just fits my mood. today paper was social studies and english paper 2. i cant say it difficult. coz if i didnt studied i cant complain. partly was becoz not enough time to do too.

hmmm. well the papers are over. i dun wan to say anymore. tml there is another 2 papers. that is history and chinese. both papers are killer! had read through my chinese hand book. but for history know a few points. gonna sleep early tonight around ten plus den wake up at 4 to study. so the notes will go inside my brain.

tml is red cross day too! have to wear full u! oh no! but just now pack up my bag and uniform already. aiyo dun feel like wearing lehz. need to reach school so early and oso no time to revise my first paper of the day, thats chinese. so have to studied later.

hmmm. today was kinda happy. duno why. keke. well its me and my dear 3rd month anniversary! so fast! and i believe our relationship will last more than 3 decade. keke.

well anway i have to stop here. got to study. cya everyone! God bless!

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

i miss someone! oh no! help!

i'm here to blog again! tiring day for me! and tml is the start of exam already! so worry for myself! how?!

well today was so super tired. coz run for 2.4km today. did veri badly. worst in my whole secondary time. well i must say coz i didnt exersice for years already. now my legs are so pain!! how am i going to school tml? some more got exam! and worst part is i'm so worry that i am unable to wake up! must pray!

just now was studying soical studies and a little of history. wonder i can do well in my paper tml anot. so super worry. but tml i going to wake up early at 5 to study before going to school!

well. anyway i will stop here! Good luck to those taking their exam k? must pass with flying colours! God bless! and most important pray hard for me to pass my exam! thankz!

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

another day going to pass so soon in another one and half hour. i'm so stress up in my exam! wanted to pass my exam, but was lazy to study. just now was reading through my history textbook. i think i'm going to fail my humans! i'm always veri lousy at humans.

slacking day today. first 2 period of school was CME. was watching some vcd. but i was sleeping coz i'm real tired. but come to som exciting part of the show everyone was so noisy, den woke up and realise some dirty part of the show. haha. u should know wat izzit. den was history. accounts, teacher was giving tips. hehe. after recess got this fire drill things. and the weather was so hot. but lucky i was doing first aid duty, so standing on the shade. hehe. den was english. last but not least was chinese. go ava!!! keke! best!

after school still have to stay back for red cross meeting. den went home before that went to meet dear awhile. home wash up, sleep, dinner, study and online. always repeat the same things over and over again.

did u all hear the news about 17 years old boy (kelvin yang) got murdered by 18 years old guy? they are both my ex schoolmates. must be shocked right? i was oso shocked after hearing the news from my friends. as i am the type who dun read or watch news, and got the info from my friends. i was really veri sad about this news. really hope kelvin will rest in peace.

well i still duno wats my mind thinking about. sometimes so fan!!! really hope the day will come soon!!! anyway i was so angry the person i dun like oso like to watch finding nemo and oso watch horror movie! so stupid! hate it man!

well anway i will stop here. God bless! cya!

Monday, May 03, 2004

another boring monday for me. it exam week and time for stress! 1st 2 period for school is social studies. has a class test. den teacher was rushing to finish up everything he should teach coz he wun be seeing us again. den maths for the next 2 period. got back my 2 test paper. did not so bad. but quite alot mistakes. if not can get a better marks for myself. but its okay. mid year is coming soon. gonna do better.

i was sitting behind the classroom, got my register no. is behind. cant concentrate coz maybe too far and oso wat teacher write on the board was veri difficult to see. should put me in front so i can concentrate wat. den the worst part is that i am lazy to move! aiyo! so pig!! scolding myself. keke.

just now was studying social studies. den my mum suddenly came in the room. show me a photo of my father when he is young, around 20 year old like that. quite handsome lehz. no wonder my mother will fall for him? keke. can u believe that. love is so amazing. though its cause unhappiness sometime, but u still can feel the warm. :) so now understand why u always quarrel with your boy or girlfriends? coz if u dun quarrel that means there is no love at all! but i dun mean everyday quarrel okay. this will make things worst.

but i still dun understand why sometimes there is a small quarrel between my dear. maybe we just dun understand each other? izzit dear? try to forget my forget! this is wat i always say. and i believe this relationship will last forever k? nothing is perfect in this world...

well. its late now. gonna sleep soon. well i think wat i wish to happen today wun be happening already. coz the day going to end soon. anway good nite everyone! God bless!! study hard!

Sunday, May 02, 2004

hey hi everyone! here to blog again. was studying my history and social studies just now. den came online. today was a slacking day for me. didnt really studying much.

got up in the morning, sweep the floor den watch tv all the way till one den start studying for 1 hour. den get ready to go out with dear to buy some things for school. home agian. came online. update some photos. but was not up yet. coz didnt have the time to to up yet. maybe tml or tuesday. have my dinner and start studying. but just realise i haven finish my history homework. gonna get killed my miss vasuki tml. but i got my own way out. keke. so was online here again.

hmmm... days were still bad for me. i still quite emotional. die already ar. cant be so emotional ar! exam coming soon. later dun have the mind to do test paper how. better think of a way out. cant sleep in the night. so worry for tml. coz have school tml scare will fall asleep. hope not. always dun have a good nite rest. think i gonna do something about it. think izzit over the things happened to me? maybe.

watch the horoscope show today at mtv channel 51. you know wat kind of guy i wan (i'm a cancer) i wan those guys can give me sense of secure. always be there whenever i need him he will be there. and oso cancer is a little naggy. so he or she wan their partner to listen to them nag. and try to torelent! keke! that is wat cancer wan. for my darling that is amos is a virgo. virgo is the person wan his or her another parnter to be everything perfect. and you know wat?! i'm not 100% perfect at all! i'm a little not so perfect. but lucky he still wan me. keke. :p i know i should not be believeing in this horoscope thingy. but just veri interesting.

i have make up my mind not to learn piano already. i going to learn guitar. but have to take some times before i learn. need to settle down quite a lot of things.

well anyway guys. i will stop here! cya! God bless!

Saturday, May 01, 2004

English and chinese paper had over yesterday. so fast rite. i really cant believe it. now i am worry for the other paper. i was so so worry i really duno wat to do at all. i mind is all black out. watever i studied cant go inside my mind at all. i think yesterday writing is veri bad for me. although i know God is standing beside me giving me guide throughout the paper as i can really feel it. coz i didnt fall asleep half way the paper which i always did last time and i didnt run out of ideas at all. i keep on writing till the time is up. but the problem is for my chinese. i didnt have time to check dictionary. leave quite a few blanks. think quite a few marks is gone. suppose to have extra five mins coz mr. tay start 5 mins late. but he didnt give us the five mins at all. well i was quite angry at first. but i cant blame him. coz our class take our own sweet time to settle down. so the 5 mins is gone. so for the next few paper we gonna settle down early k? is a must!

well i dun wan to talk about yesterday paper already. since its over let it be over. well the result is back den i will know how badly or well i do. i must now concentrate in my other papers. i dun wan to go out for self studies during the june holiday. i wan to enjoy and of coz start studying after my birthday. so i must work hard now! after i had blogged i will start studying till ten den watch - the next joe millionair. den start study again. i must work hard for my n level den to o level and get up to poly. i cant lose to anyone at all. as i know i had lose to a lot ppl already. but i know the journey is stilll long. so i will make it till the end!

i think i'm too emotional today. over somethings i think. something really hurt me today. cried for a few times. and i think now i'm a loser so i cant lose to anyone anymore. i shouldnt had read that thing after all. it hurt me so much. i really cant take it anymore. now i understand why ppl always said dun believe any promise that ppl keep, they will always break it and even worst they will hurt you. but its okay. everything will be fine. i dun believe any1 except my Heavenly Father. He keep his promises, He is always beside me. every min every sec.

well i thinking of taking up piano lesson, but the problem is i'm too old already. is it ok for a 16 years old girl to learn piano? can anyone please tell me in my tag borad. thankz! if i cant den i will learn guitar. just wan to take up some musican lesson. coz i think its so cool. partly this reason. i oso wan to learn how to play cannon in d and other nice songs too. and most importantly i wan to play for my Heavenly Father to listen!

tml will be a better day! everything will be fine! everything will be great! i understand this is a veri bad year for me. but life still must go on! ppl out there must be as strong as me k? well anyway i will stop here! cya everyone! God bless!!!