Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i had got my almost all my papers. and please dont ask me how well i did. cause i did very badly. thinking that i have no more hope in Os. whatever!! i'm working real hard now!!! i bought a science guide book yesterday which cost me $14!!! but good thing is that my mum give me the money back! i'm really really want to work hard now. though i know its a little too late. hope at least i can get at least a C5 for my science!!!

anyway i'm quite stress now. over my Os of course!! my shoulder is always pain!! ouch!! i cant stress myself, if not i will fall sick! whatever i only have less than 6 more weeks to go. i just dont understand why whever its going to exam period all my favourite tv shows is back. eg, america's next top model, survivor and the amazing race!!! my all time favourite!!! just cant control myself not to watch! hehe!!

i had just send out the money via speedpost to the seller for the TW spree i organise. hope she will receive it by lastest saturday!! if not i'm not going to have a good sleep till the day he receive it. after i had completed this spree, i will be organising another new one from a different seller. hehe!! i just loves shopping online!!! but hubby hate it a lot!! cause he keep on saying that i'm wasting money!!! well i have cut down a lot!! i will try to cut down more. give me some time...

anyway this is my target for my Os result. i know its like so lousy. but i just hope i can pass and at least get into nursing. or maybe the new course in NYP about casino managment or something like this.

English: C6
Maths: A2
Science: C5
Humans: C5
Accounts: C5
Chinese which i had got back: C5

L1 R4: 23 points.

working real hard to hit my target!!! =)

Sunday, September 25, 2005

hubby had book in to camp tonight... got to wait till next week then can see him again!! sad~
anyway was angry with him last night!! called him to go buy present with me, he said he is tired dont want to go want to stay at home rest, in the end went to play bball!!! and also wanted to talk to him on the phone he said he is tired want to sleep!!! i was like ' if you are tired, for what you go play bball' but anyway everything is over.. i dont want to say it anymore..

thursday was a normal school day... but was quite slack... didnt studied at all... just slack for the whole day in school.. cause our teachers say monday then give us back our paper!! thats means it tml!!! i'm scare now!!!

anyway i got back my maths paper1. just pass.. 47 over 80. too many careless mistake!!! so angry with myself!!
i dont think i can at least get a b4 for my maths. cause i know my paper 2 wont help me a lot. anyway just heop i can pass, then when o level i will work harder!!! *promise*

i had started studying alittle.. social studies. though just for less than 2 hrs and practice some maths questions. at least i got put in effort!! not like last time, always come online..
anyway yesterday night hubby scolded me for not studying and keep on coming online. i was so angry with him!! i know its for my own good. but i hate people scold me lazy especially is someone i loves most!!! thats why today i start studying, cause i dont want him to say me anymore!!! and of course for my Os too. i dont want to repeat!!! *no face*

hubby is still not back in his bunk.. still waitng for bus to bring him back to company line. i think SAF really need a complain letter. hubby book in at 9.45pm and now its already going to 12 midnight!!! some more tml have to wake up early like 5.30am!!! WTH! i sometimes really dont understand why SAF like people to wait and wait. its just wasting of time. cant they just have more bus and ferry.. really ar!!! *shake head*

anyway i need to go to sleep!! tml have school!! how i wish O level finishes today!!!! and i can go BKK soon!!! anyway i'm also scare of getting back my papers back tml. but i know i didnt do well in my science and accounts. maybe will fail humans too. whatever.. i'm working hard now!!! prelim is just a wake up call for me. though i know its too late!!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

finally my prelims is over. so now i have the time to update my blog again!! actually i didnt put any effort on this prelim at all! cause i know its too late to study last min work, so i rather fail until very jia lat rather than almost pass but still fail. whatever i'm talking about!! haha!!

hubby book in on monday already! he got into sispec coy D!!! waiting for him to book out on saturday!! hehe! hope in camp those sgt treat him well!!! if not i'm going to complain!!!!

anyway had my 1st time organising a spree at sgspree!! i should say the job is not as easy as i think it is. but in further i will like to organise more spree. provided this one goes well!!! i had send the orders to the seller already. but she still haven reply me yet!!! i hate delaying things!!! cause i do not want to hold too much money with me. not because i will spend it away, but because i hope the orders will arrive soon!!! hhee!! but anyway till now there is no problem everything is going smoothly!!! i just want the seller to reply me soon!!!! she is so slow!!! i hate waiting!!!!

by the way, i didnt tell hubby that i organise a spree. think i will tell him tonight, but was afraid that he will scold me for not concentrating on my Os. whatever who cares!!!

tml will be normal school day again. means no more early school release anymore!!! so sad!!! cant come back home early to go online!!! anyway i dont think i have the mood tml. cause some papers will be given back. and i already know i will get very poor result. i think my L1R4 will get about maybe 35? or maybe 30. dont know!! haha!

i have nothing much to say anyway. so i will stop here!! God bless!~!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

wow! it had been days since i last update my blog. so i'm here to update what happen this week. since quite a lot of things happen. and i also had change a new blogskin. dont really like black colour background. will try to change another new one soon.

well, this week is my one week holiday. quite busy i can say. not because of study but because of going out. didnt really study much. but only a little.

tuesday i went out with my aunty. did window shopping. didnt want to spend my aunty money. feel very bad like that. just went looking around for those boho quite of clothing and also those nice necklace and earrings. so can steals some tips back to make. keke!

wednesday went to hubby' POP! weather was still alright. but humid. went with hubby's mum. cause starting thought only 2 tickets so hubby's dad let me go he dont want to go in. but when we ask then they say 1 tickets allow 2 person! we was like ...!!! whatever everything was nice! especially the one throwing cap. i think is so stupid. throw the cap up, in the end need to find it back again. haha!! almost cried. but didnt cause it purpose to me happy!!! hehe! finally 2 months had come to an end. and its a hard way for hubby too! now got 10 days leave so its a good time for him to rest! btw he will only know his posting on 16th. hope he can go OCS. cause this is what he want to go. =) i also uploaded the photos already. so maybe if you all want to see it can take a look.

yesterday, went to NSC. to see what actually went wrong to my skin. and the doctor as i got this skin problem call atopic dermatitis. this problem cant be cure. only way is to lesser it. was quite sad when i heard what the doctor say. cause she said that my scar will have to take a super long time to heal. as its in the second layer of skin. and even laser also canot help it alot!!! SAD!!!!!! she did give me some cream and also medicine to take. but most important i must control my hand whenever its itchy!! haha!
after that take a cab down to far east and eat long john. then watch one more chance at shaw. nice movie i can say. then went window shopping and took neoprints with hubby.it had been more than 6 mths since we last took it. keke!

as for today. we went to eat tom yam. and we came back home to rest. and play computer games. just hope the time will slowly pass by... ...