Sunday, October 30, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

okay ONE MORE WEEK to o level!! i'm nervous and stress now!!! Real intensive studies will start from tomorrow all the way to sunday! intensive means study study and study!!! no extra time for resting, watching tv, online or even shitting!!! haha!!! yes! i'm coming down to earth already! i know no more fooling around!! cause i really need to pass my Os and get into poly or what-so-ever. i dont want to repeat my sec 5 life again next year!!! if i repeat sec 5 again, that means that my secondary life is = my primary school life!! cause 6 years!!! NNOOOOO!!! i'm not going to let it happen!!! i'm scare now! damn it! why am i so lazy in the first place!!! anyway i'm going to work hard next week and enjoy rest of my life!!!

i'm scare it will be quite difficult, cause from tomorrow till thursday, hubby will have his leave and i'm afraid i do not have time to study cause i will be busy accompanying him! i will do my very very super best!

anyway i'm going to buy the haha crab that is selling in J8 level 2, but maybe after my Os when i got my first pay after i starts working.

i want to get good grade! so i have to study hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to at least get into poly!!! i dont mind nursing course cause i wanted to be a nurse! haha! *praying real hard*

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

i had changed a new layout for my blog yesterday. well well, i steal this pic from somewhere in LJ, i know i'm should credit to that person. but the problem is i cant find where i got the picture from. whatever~

anyway i had been doing maths paper and studying my science again for today. i do not have much time left, just 10 more days.

anyway i just got a so-called good new from hubby. he told me that he might have be able to get his leave after his graduation!!! so it means that we can go to BKK!! but still cant confirm yet! -.-" i need to know the answer fast, so i can book the air tixs and everything. i want to go BKK after my Os!!! i dont care whether its only for 3 days. i just want to get some clothings back!!! i have not gone for shopping since september! all because of the BKK trip. well, maybe except for online shopping! haha!
hubby also told be that he might be going to be signal sgt next time. anyway i dont know what is that. i think is some post to some units. i'm always blame about NS stuff! cause my mind only think about my science!!! PLUS my Os!!!

i'm so stress now! i'm stress because i starts studying too late and i'm also lazy! cause I"M STILL ONLINE NOW!!! i just dont have the self-control!

whatever! if anyone see this, just scold me! saying that i'm not suppose to be online but studying!

10 days!!!!

okay, i got this from retard aka von in LJ

A is for age: 17
B is for booze of choice: red wine
C is for career: coping with books still! -.-"
D is for your dad's name: Albert
E is for essential items to bring to a party: Myself! haha!
F is for favourite song at the moment: perfect by simple plan
G is for favourite game: neopets!!! haha!!! seriously i dont know!
H is for home town: my mum's womb
I is for instruments you play: None! sob sob~
J is for jam or jelly you like: Grape please!
K is for kids: not now! maybe 9 years later!
L is for living arrangements: arrange what? my room?!
M is for mom's name: Judy
N is for name of your crush: No crush, but just 1 hubby, Amos!
O is for overnight hospital stays: because of asthma when i'm young.
P is for phobias: any dead creature!
Q is for quotes you like: it always the darkest before dawn!
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: 1 year 8 mths 21 days... still counting!!
S is for sexual preference: Guy, but only my hubby!
T is for time you wake up: for school is 6am, no school 10am!
U is for underwear: what you want to know? brand? type? haha!!!
V is for vegetables you love: All!
W is for weekend plans: Staying at home to study for my Os!!! -.-"
X is for x-rays you've had: None! still quite healthy!
Y is for yummy food you make: spaggetti only!
Z is for zodiac sign: Cancer!

blah blah blah!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

okay, i know its late now and is purpose to be on bed now. But i just cant fell asleep!! my eyes are not tired at all!!! well, maybe after i blog i will go to sleep.

okay, lets count down for Os. 13 more days. If minus off my eat, sleep, online, Tv and what-so-ever time i'm only left with maybe 7 days! thats one week! Oh my!!! i just cant believe it! I just want to study all the way until the last paper of my Os, but i cant. i just cant control myself coming online and surf FP and livejournal! WTH!!! i just dont understand why others can do it and i cant. well, i know there are still people out there taking their Os in less than 13 days but still online! but they are clever not like me! the only subject i'm good at is maths and thats all. maths cant go anywhere!!! well i know it can, but i also need other subjects too!!! i just cant believe i'm so stress now, first time ever in my life k!!!

13 more days to Os. 28 more days to freedom!!!!!! i want to do a lot of things after my Os. but too bad i have yet to plan it. I'm too busy now!!! studying of course! Btw, i hate chemistry a lot! i study for so long and keep on forgetting it. at least physics is still better than chem. whatever! i just need to get a c6 for science thats all.

okay, lets see what happen the last few days.

Wednesday
I went to meet up with my spree girls to pass them their stuff. =)

Thursday
science practical. physics is okay, not as difficult as prelims one. Chem still can make it. anyway i skip some steps, cause i think i know the answer, so i dont want to waste time doing it. I send out the concealed cash to the second spree seller on that day too!

Friday
slack at home for the whole day. did some study too!

Saturday
second meetup for the spree. went home study alittle. Hubby book out that night.

Sunday
usual. bring allen to swimming.. blah blah blah...
Mum was home early yesterday. she was sick, so she took half day leave. it had been so many years since i last seen my mum sick. normally was just minor flu or cough. but this time seem serious. but anyway, she is alright now!

Monday (which is today)
went to school for maths lesson. then went to bring my brother back from school. dad was busy today, so i have to fetch my dear little brother back to his after school care centre. anyway i'm going to fetch him tomorrow too! my brother is so cute when he wear his school uniform plus his school tie!! haha! next time should take a picture of him!

I want to go BKK and HK!! but too bad hubby still dont whether he has any leave after his grad anot. if not have to wait till next year feb, which is after CNY!!! and i cant get any new clothings for CYN!!! haiz! i dont know now! i'm so fan because of so many things!!! I need something to keep myself clam!!!

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

it had been days since i last blog, maybe about an week. quite a few things happen this few days. let start from thursday.

Thursday
mummy's off day went to Toa payoh central with her shop awhile, then went home to study. actually nothing much happen on that day.

Friday
graduation day! went to school that day, so many people didnt attend the chinese lesson, should have also skip it and only come for maths lesson. quarrel with one of a guy in my class. i just cant believe a guy would shout at me! well maybe except for my dad. whatever anyway he is not a guy i should say, and his attitude really sucks! no wonder he dont have any friends in class, always follow the girls.
many people cry, cause it was the last day? and they also put up our photos in the multi-media projector. very touching, almost cried, but i didnt. cause i'm strong!
i didnt feel anything was because maybe i got a feeling that i will do very badly for my Os. dont know~

Saturday
my first Tw spree items had arrive!!!! i was so excited!!! Lucky i was at home but was in my room, so cant hear the postman knock on my door. but lucky he went to my house window to ask whether anyone in. he said that he knock on my door for 4 times and had also issue the collection card. But i was lucky! haha!!! spend about 1 hour to put all the stuff in order for all the participants. But the seller didnt send 2 tops to me, good thing is that she did return me the money, so i am able to refund it back to the participants!
did alittle study here and there. was always stuck at science.

Sunday
bring my brother for swimming then had lunch with hubby and my brother at long john. after that went to J8 to walk around then went home to rest. nothing much happen on that day.

Monday
stay at home the whole day and study, online awhile and slack around too.

Tuesday
went to school for chem lesson was actually late, cause lesson starts at 11 i woke up at 10.15am. So quickly rush to brush my teeth and bathe. Rush out of house, but i miss the bus 54, so have to wait for about 10 mins then the next bus came. went to my school near by small so called post office, becuase its only a agent of Singpost. post out 12 participants' items today. the stuff are heavy! haha! but its fun!!
reach school around 11.15am, then realise my teacher still having lesson with another class. was so stupid that i rush for nothing.
anyway after lesson went back home, have my lunch then online awhile and study...

I think i am forever stuck with science, its so difficult!!! whatever!! but anyway, i think everyone must be thinking that i was online the whole day and didnt study at all right? well i actually did study!!! i just come online whenever i think i am too stress or to have a small break. but i know sometimes i just cant control myself and will stay online more than what i should.

tml i am going to meet up with some girls to pass them their spree stuff, then have to go to change Tw money again. cause the second seller had finally reply my email telling me what is the total sum and her address!!! at last! cause i wait until my neck long already!!! haha!!! then my second meetup will be on saturday.

btw, i might not be able to go to BKK, cause sheryl's grandma had just passed away. so too bad for me! but was thinking maybe hubby can go with me, but too bad he dont have any leave to go with me. well, we will see how again!

hubby had some dinner for his graduation, but he say he is not bringing me along, cause all his friends also not bringing their gf, so he told me to stay at home. well, then okay, i will just stay at home. i must say he was too afraid to show off his ugly GF thats why!!! whatever, i'm not angry with him, just sad. cause i am expecting something like, " Do you want to go?" but when i asked him is it those 5* hotel, he say no. Then i say in a joking way, "haha! then i dont want to go le!" and his answer was, "i am not bringing you along, cause i dont want other guys to see you!" he also say that all this friend agree not to bring their Gf too.
okay, then i have nothing to say. anyway go there also waste time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

i'm free now, so i'm here to blog!!! haha!!!

didnt go to school today, dont intend to go tomorrow too! i think that staying at home and self study myself is much more better than going to school and listen to teachers. If teacher never come even worst, cause free period = talking time. so i rather stay at home study myself. i cant talk to anyone and no one can talk to me. unless someone call me la!!! haha!!

had spend my day studying mole concept!!! the take hours to know what the topic talking about. now i know at least alittle about it. better than last time. hehe!!!
had also done maths FYS 2004 Nov paper 1. plus study social studies venice too!!!
didnt study a lot though, but was working very hard now!!! hehe!!

anyway for my second TW auction spree, i decided to cancel it off and find another new seller. This was because i do not wish to wait anymore. Os coming ar! no time to waste lehz!!!
But good news its that, the first spree items going to reach my house soon!!! hopefully lastest by next monday, cause the seller send it on last friday and it will need about 1 week plus to reach singapore!!! I'm so excited now!!! haha!!

Anyway, will update more this weekend!!! =)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

okay, its sunday again. hubby had book in again but still haven reach company line, waiting for his call now! book in so early but so late still have reach bunk!! this is bad bad!!!

anyway this week is boring cause its studying week, or should i say this month is boring cause its studying month. well, whatever. its still sounds the same. study here.. study there... boring here.. boring there... haha!!!

okay let me see what happen this week. i really need to take sometime to recall what happen this whole week. cause now inside my brain its all about physics formula and history of china, also trying to recall some of the history of venice too!! haha!! but i cant recall chemistry at all!! maybe for the first few chapters. i really hate chem a lot!!! it make me feel like giving up. but i wont. i will try to remember all the chemical name, mole concept and bah, bah, bah. (cause i cant remember already!!!)
i haven really start with accounts yet. mayeb will be starting next week. cause accounts is the last few papers. so i think there maybe enough time study later. but for chem is a no no!!! so difficult plus not much time left!!!

okay, this is what happen this whole week.

Monday: sheryl and iris didnt come to school. and i'm a loner. all alone by myself. but good thing is that i still have jaslin and qian ling.

tuesday: dont think anything special happens.

wednesday: skip accounts lesson, cause mr. kok was not in school. so no point staying back cause if i stay back i will confirm waste the time talking in library. so rather go home rest and study myself. but didnt realise that while walking towards the bus stop, miss lee saw me. she didnt tell me until the next day. but good thing is she didnt tell DM, or i will be in deep shit!!!

Thursday: sheryl and iris were not in school again! whatever~ anyway during PE lesson mr tan bought the class out. and saw this old man has 4 dogs and the dogs are is cute!! had taken photos of them will be uploading soon in my photo pages. but when i'm free. (maybe after Os. haha!! busy studying)

Friday: nothing much happen.

saturday: went out to buy tracy bday present which is on monday!!

Today: had breakfast with mum and brother. quarrel with hubby too, cause he makes me angry. but everything is fine now. small matter. haha!!
but hubby change a lot after going to NS. maybe he was too tired. but this is not suppose to be his excuse!!! i'm also tired and stress!! my Os are coming!!
think both of us should give ways to each other. *hubby when you read this, you should know what to do* haha!!!

WTH, its already 10.50pm, hubby still haven reach company line!!! some more he book in at 9.15pm!!! wait for his phone call until neck long already!!!

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Posted by Joycelyn | |

today is grandma's birthday. went to her house this evening to celebrate with her. saw my cousin who is eleven year old same height as me. i was like OMG!!! i know i'm a shorty, but what can i do...

anyway i didnt study a lot today, cause dont really have enough time and was very tired. just manage to revise 2 chapters of physics. also didnt half question of accounts. really have to work hard now!!! have to get into at least nursing or maybe hotel managment in shatec!!!
but whenever i see the computer i just cant control myself. and the worst part is i just started a new spree yesterday!!! i just cant control. but i promised myself and hubby that this will be the last spree i organise until my o level finish!!

i only have 5 more weeks left. really dont have enough time le!!! i'm worry now. but i just cant control, i'm not like others who is so hardworking. die le la!!! anyway i will work hard for hubby cause i had promised him. must get better score than him!! at least maths must be better than him!!

tml is another school day again. i must study during the free period and pay real attention to teacher during lesson time. no more talking, slacking and sleep!!!! no one can help me now only myself...................