Sunday, April 27, 2008

Time flies, and guess what?
I have been blogging with this blog for 4 years already and this is my 445th post.
Was actually quite shocked about it.
I had thought of moving my blog to livejournal, cause it is really very good, but I want to keep all my memories and not abandon it, so I decided to keep it and continue blogging here.

I'm not sure why am I so busy recently and I seriously dont know what am I busy with.
I just need some time to relax.
My desire is to lie on sentosa beach and drinking a glass of cocktail and just suntan all day long.
Actually I dont mind doing this alone, cause it can really be quite fun.
I need it to do it soon, if not when I start my internship, I wont be able to do it anymore.
7 days of leave is not enough at all! I got to plan it out well.
I have a company in mind already, but hope its the right one.

The weather is crazy this few days.
Its so hot and I really cant take it anymore, I just wish someone invent portable aircon machine so I can carry it wherever I go.
And worst of all, my dad is down with flu and fever.
My brother is down with hand foot mouth disease.

Another new week is coming soon.









these students were from TW and they have those numbers on their uniform

fellowship @ billy bomers

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Another week is coming to the end in less than 3 hours.
And I will be back to school again.

I went to Dr. Rev Kim service yesterday at Expo.
This woman of God is the first lady of the world largest church in Korean, one of the largest church in the world.
Can you imagine 750,000 members in the church?
The church only had 5 members when it first started out, but now, 750, 000.
She preached about life journey, but I guess its more of a sharing session to us.
Telling us how God had done wonderful things in her life.
Telling us we are not alone, cause we always have someone in our life to walk together with us, no matter how narrow is the road ahead or how dark is it.

And for today, Pastor talked about shame. We got to overcome it, in order to move to next level of life.
I think back just now, I'm always scare to do something, because I'm scare that people will mock at me, scare to be ashame. But now it shouldnt be the case anymore.

Sometimes I dont understand, people loves to laugh and mock at others.
Have they ever think how will they feel when something like this happen to them?
I got to admit I do mock at people at times, but I know my limit. Once or twice.
But not till the extend that, repeating it almost everyday or till the number of times you cant imagine.
Wont they be tired of it? In the end, they are making a fool out of themselves.
Especially those high ego people.
Know your limit people.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

I'm home cause there is no school today.
But will be working later on.
If only there is no school tomorrow, that will be great!

I have this awkward feeling this whole week, and I dont know what is it.
Just feeling something is not right but everything is in place.
Must be the women thing again.

Nothing much happened this week.
Friday will be tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it.
14 days pass real fast.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

I'm tired.
I just wish I can stay at home and do nothing,
but thinking of last Saturday, make me a little scare.
Wasting my time doing nothing is just not the usual me, so I decided to work today.
The crowd never stop, and I'm feeling very tired when I end work.

For one moment, I just think that Singaporeans are very rude and unkind.
I know you have the money, I know you are the customer.
But please know your moral right.
I just dont know what is wrong with all these people.
I know I have been complaining about such things over and over again, but I just cant help it.
Okay, lets not continue.

School started, and I think it wasnt so bad till now.
Result is out for 3 subjects, another 2 more to go.
And I got rejected from SES
Kind of disappointed, but its okay
I believe there is some other better place
and as I look thru the list of company and did some research about them.
I find that some of them are quite interesting.
I just pray hard that God will put me in a good working enviroment.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Going back to school tomorrow.
Looking forward to it, but just one thing - class ends at 6pm.
I'm going sleep at 12am and wake up at 645am, 6hrs and 45 mins of sleep.

Serving JAMS church the second time today.
But this time with Adeline.
Going back to the place I love and want to go make me feel so different.
Like Adeline said, the presence of God is so strong.
And I'm really proud of this sister of mine, she is sick, but still wanted to serve.
She told me that, JAMS church need people, thats why they ask us to help out. And since she had made a promise, she cant broke it.
I believe its all because of God.
Do take care of yourself, Adeline.

Moving from Expo Hall 8, Saturday 5.30pm service to Jurong West, Sunday 12.30pm service is a big change.
For once, I have nothing to do on my whole Saturday, yesterday.
I stayed at home slack, did some reading.
But is also a great chance for me to work when Mingfeng cant meet me on Saturday because of his army duties.
I need to earn extra cash.

I actually like Jurong west better compare to Expo, because it more homely.
But one thing is that, I need to find ways how to buy lunch for my brother every Sunday.
Cant expect me to order Mcs every week, he will become fater.
Well, I just need to figure out a way.

Today pastor preached about - Thinking with excellence.
Every week's sermon is good, today as well. And also practical.
Which I can use it for my everyday life.
Doing things for the extra mile and get better result.
And pastor actually said, sleeping less than 8 hours and more than 5 hours a night is more than enough.

Anyway I have something embarrassing to share.
Today was my first time took train from Bishan all the way to Boon Lay Mrt station.
Never in my life have I alight at Boon Lay Mrt station before.
The furthest I go before today was only Chinese Garden
I know I sound like some village pumpkin
And for your info, I did went to Jurong Point before, but less than 5 times in my whole entire 19 going to 20 years of life.
When I alighted at Boon Lay Mrt station, I feel like I'm in another country.
Like as if I'm at some Malaysia's bus interchange.
Everything look so foreign to me, even the people.
Haha, okay, lets not go on.
Anyway I will have more of these chances and I believe I will get used to it soon.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Time flies.
I'm going back to school on Monday.
At least I have enough rest to run the last 11 weeks in my Shatec life, before going for my attachment.
I'm going to make the last 11 weeks a happening one.

Another 12 more days to go before I can meet him again.
Well, its a little tough for both of us, but I believe after this 14 days our relationship will be stronger than before.