Sunday, August 31, 2008

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My 500th entry.

I'm so lazy to update my blog for the past few days. So as I had promised last night, here is my entry for today.

Another month is coming to an end, and tomorrow is September already! weee~ isnt it fast? And I look thru my schedule book for this month, very very busy month. At least compare to the last two months. I have birthdays to attend, I have catch up to go to and I have event coming up too. Okay, lets make this month to the fullest. But one thing for sure, before my allowance is in, I know I will be very broke this month, I don't know how broke I'm going to be.

But if anyone would like to bless me financially you can transfer to POSB SAVINGS 195 33591 5 or by paypal, will be, heartless.tango28@gmail.com.

Thinking I'm going to be broke for the month of September, I'm angry with myself for taking cab today, $16! I can eat for 2 days! And the taxi driver was very talkative, he told me about his point of view of being a Christian. Okay, lets not go further about it. I just got entertained for my whole 25 mins ride.

And lastly, I had upload the photos of the fireworks, which I suppose to upload last week. I cant upload the video here, I guess cause its a 20 min video. So maybe if you want to take a look at it, just ask from me.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

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A promise.

I will blog tomorrow, I'm too lazy today.

Monday, August 25, 2008

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I have just open a Korea GEO Contact Lense Supplier Spree at:
http://tan-go2812.livejournal.com/23141.html#cutid1

It had been awhile I have online spree, so since I want to get it, I just open one.
Spree will close on 5 Sept. Do visit if you want to get one. =)

Saturday, August 23, 2008

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There was this passerby left a comment on my 21st Aug's entry, saying that I'm not that good looking yet seem to carry some 'air'.

Firstly, I got to say, I had to admit that I'm not good looking at all. There are so so many ladies out there that are so much more better than me. (To side track abit, I'm dealing with a lot of models for my next upcoming event for F1, and they are really pretty.) And I didnt say I'm good looking at all. But one good thing is, I'm beautiful in front of God's eyes, my family's and my bf's. So, once again, thank you for telling me the thing I had already knew it long ago.

Next, if a person had said he or she dont know me well. How can they judge me by saying I seem to carrying some 'air'? Isnt that judging a book by its cover. What had we all learn from church?! I hope we will learn something for this week service.

Seriously, I'm not angry about this kind of person at all. I just wonder how come there are still such people coming to church? But I'm glad they stayed, so at least there is still a soul more for the Kingdom of God. Hallelujah! Maybe is the devil trying to do something funny, I guess he must be trying too hard. Haha! Ai zai~ Ai zai~

And one more thing, I'm always proud to have a name. Do you? =)

Thursday, August 21, 2008

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Another quarelled happened past 2 days. And its over now.
Sunshine after heavy storm
See its never a nice thing to quarrel.
Lesson learnt, life moves on.
Is never easy to be in a relationship.
I just want to say, I hope that you dont make anymore mistakes, I really hate the feeling.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

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I'm having a very bad headach cause I only sleep for 2 hours last night. Together with stomach it make it worst.

I'm feeling a little lost now, I need someone talk to me so badly. But I dont know who to find, everyone will be busy now.

Sometimes I just wish that God didnt create emotions for me, at least I will feel so much better. I wont have to feel angry, sad. I dont have to cry and start cursing and swearing. Yes, people will start asking what about the happiness you used to have? I rather be like a robot with no emotions at all. I'm so glad I still have this blog so I can throw all my emotions out. At least he is my best friend now.

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I think I must be crazy still awake at 2.30am when I normally is already in my dreamland. People is now happily sleeping, but me? Tearing to sleep. Sometimes I just asked myself, is it worth doing all these when the other one doesnt care at all. Just one msn message and one sms text the other one thinks that is enough. Come on la, life isnt as simple as you think. The other one sometimes can go an extra mile to do something for his friends, but when problems come between both of us, he did NOTHING. Okay, maybe just one msn message and one sms text. Who is the one that is beside me, making me feel so much better? - My friends. They are the one who smsed me, and even called me. I think I'm just worthless in his life.

I just feel like blaming everyone for causing these problems up. You guys think it just one small problem, well I got to say, is a few problems accumulated together. Sometimes, I just wish I dont need to make any decisions at all. Decisions that will make myself sad in the end. I feel so dumb doing so much now, so so much compare to the past relationship. In the end, what I got back, nothing, or maybe a crowd running away.

You said I'm not solving the problem like an adult. If you are an adult, do it in an adult way too. Adults dont cause problems in relationship. They are willing to face what they had done, rather than just saying, "I am sorry."

Seriously, the word, SORRY, is very easy to say. Lets make it this way, if I killed a person and said sorry then police is for what?! Rather I need the other one to do something about it. Anyway lets see what is going to happen next.

People will starts saying I'm making small problem into big problem, making his life difficult. Lets make this clear, understand what had happened before you judge me. I dont need any gossip queens or kings making up their own stories and stir things up.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

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People says, Love is blind, how true is it. When things turn out to be bad, you will start seeing how stupid are you for being blinded by love. Sadly to say, I am one of them. I did so much, but in the end what I got back? - A knife cutting thru my heart.

I thank God for giving me such a wonderful relationship, though it didnt turn out to be good. But at least its another relationship lesson learnt. Afterall, I'm back to myself again. I bring in nothing, so now I will go with nothing.

I'm a quitter, I'm a loser. SO?!

My heart is bleeding, no one can mend it except Him, God.

Ask the person what happened, dont ask me.

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~~I am really disappointed that I wont be able to make it for this Friday fireworks festival.~~
When I heard the news, I almost tears.
No one will understand the feeling.
I just hate the feeling.

I'm going

Sunday, August 17, 2008

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I had my worst sushi lunch ever in my life yesterday. I was longing for this sushi buffet for so so long, but the standard of suki sushi had really drop a lot. The sashimi really sucks big time! Lets pay a little more and go somewhere better, dar.

I find that there is something wrong with my body, whatever clothes I tried on, it just cant fit in properly. I'm so in love with those clothes, but I cant get it at all. I seriously need retail therapy. Maybe just one or two items will help a lot.

Beside that, I want to get so many things online, but good thing is my security device is spoiled. So at least it help me a little by not able to transfer money online. And beside that, I dislike transfering money using ATM transfer. So it helps me by saving some money I shouldnt waste on. Maybe I will pamper myself a little end of next month. =)

Lastly, congrats to SG table tennis girls for the sliver medal. So when will be the next one? Another 48 years later?

Friday, August 15, 2008

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I didnt go to work today, cause I'm on MC.
I really dislike seeing doctor, but cause I need a MC and also medicine, so I have no choice but to see one. At least I'm feeling better after taking the medicine and also a good rest home.
I realise something bad, I had been seeing doctor a lot this year compare to past few year. I hope this will be the last time for this year. =(

And my house was a little noisy this afternoon, cause of the Olympic, table tennis game. My parent and brother went, "WOOOOO", "AHHHHH", "Aiya~", "Why like that" & "Aiya, she should do this, do that". I can even hear my mum jump for excitment. I was like, "okay, calm down folks, I want some rest!"
But good news is, the table tennis girls make it for the final for gold and sliver medal. Finally one medal after so so so many years, to be exact, it should be 48 years!

I'm actually quite looking forward to next week fireworks at marina bay. I guess I have 2 tickets for next friday for free, given by company. I had missed the one on National day, so I'm not going to miss this time round! And of course I will be going with my dar dar, MF. =)

But for now, tomorrow will be another sushi, movie and shopping date with my prince. =P

Thursday, August 14, 2008

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Not well at all.
I'm having a bad running nose now.
Plus the office air-con is not halping at all.
I wonder what thing can helps so my running nose will go away immediately.
Its like a tap not turning off properly.
Eeyer, I hate the feeling.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

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I have been very lazy to blog recently. Partly because when I got home, I'm too tired to do whatever I want to do. But I finally do what I want to do for so so many days.

And I really think I'm very stupid.
I was having meeting today, and I was happily drawing my pants without realising the pen is not capped yet. And its on my Levis jeans which I bought this year! If it is another of the old pair, I'm still fine with it, but its the recent one and some more its so so obvious!

Forget about it,
these are the photos I took for the past 2 weeks.